Because that’s something that I always think about. Not in the sense of fashion, or beauty routine, or even really personality. But how people treat me because of my weight. Some don’t care. I carry my 215 pounds relatively well. Most people only guess me to weigh around 170 pounds. Which is remarkable. I’m more in shape than most. But this summer I want that in shape body. I want to accomplish it so bad, and I feel like I’m so close. But right now with my $-20.00 - i feel hopeless. Waiting for my tax return, avoiding my parents, and hiding from the world. We shall see.
